lifesong
Everyone needs compassion
And love that never fails
Let mercy fall on me
When everyone needs forgiveness
Kindness of the Saviour
The Hope of the nation
Saviour, He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as you find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything that i believe in
Now i surrender
Shine a light in and
let the whole world see
Singing, for the glory of the risen king
Jesus, Shine a light and
let the whole world see
Singing for the glory of the risen king
Tuesday, June 03, 2008
-7:28 PM
I have many things to say after procrasinating for 2 month xD But now, there's only one thing that matters. Multiplication. I was expecting it. Was not prepared for it. God's told me it's going to be year of major positioning, that "I will place you in places you've never gone". Well, it's happening. God's told me it's going to be a year of intense spiritual attack. It's happening. And I'm tired, even though I have no right to be. Tired for no reason. God reminded me on that super fun day we went to NUS Prince George's Park, what He began in me during Battlecall. As I stood in the multipurpose hall, I remember the anthem that was ringing out through that same hall, the anthem of an army that would go wherever the commander leads. I will go. Then I remember the SP empowerment, how God was changing my life from the inside out.And yay, I'm on fire again and ready to take on the world. Well, no. Strength begins to fade. All the hyped-up feelings will eventually drain away. And you're left with nothing. You're left thirsty. You're left helpless, vulnerable, tired for no reason.Never know what's going to happen, what's coming next. Well, the solution came from God with such divine timing. =) Through a movie. Peter was tired. In front of him was an army that could so easily annhiliate his. His response: "I'm done waiting for someone who will never appear." Maybe you're thinking this way now. Maybe you're impatient from waiting so long for the return of the King. Maybe endless setbacks and trials have eaten away at your desperation. And you find yourself at a place where, "I'm done waiting". I know I was. Well, God's answer is simple. Wait. Plug back into the source. Wait for My power. It was a hard choice to go to Sunday. =) I know God's going to test me even more. And yes, I will be tired out and weakened from the battle raging on. But such a promise lies in waiting. In anticipating. In wanting and seeking and finding. In being desperate. "Why do you say, O Jacob, and complain, O Israel, 'My way is hidden from the LORD; my cause is disregarded by my God'? Do you not know? Have you not heard? The LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary,and his understanding no one can fathom.
He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall;
But those who HOPE in the LORD will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
-6:59 PM
5 Reasons to watch History Chanel (Even though it's kinda boring):- Learn things I never knew of
- First-class documentary presentations
- Much more interesting to watch than a history class xD
- It puts you to sleep when you're tired xD
- Unlike any other chanel, IT ISN'T AFRAID TO ACKNOWLEDGE THAT JESUS IS PART OF HISTORY. =)
Monday, May 05, 2008
-1:02 PM
Quick post in the midst of exams. Sometimes it's good to mug. xD Not that I enjoy it. But it's because somehow God slots in a reminder here and there. I was going through my history notes. Perfectly normal. And then I came across my notes on Communism which I had completely forgot about. In case you don't know, communism is the complete removal of any social class, any every gets equal status with equal share of benefit. We were suppose to discuss whether this is a good form of government in a country. And I wrote, "Too good to be true. Everyone has to be kind, honest and put others before you. A certain impossibility." Reading this remark again reminded me of how imperfect this world is. How unstable it is. But i really like this =) Slotted just next to this statement, I wrote something really random and yet, it was the reassurance of a loving Father. "Democracy=Freedom? JESUS=Freedom"I was brought back to a moment in time, last year in my times of extreme lows, and then I saw the love of God holding on to me. I was brought back to the Battlecall camp, where God was pouring forth annointing and bring us into a history-making moment. I look back at what I've done before, and I fear i might go back to the same thing. Maybe you feel this way. Well, God is saying to you today. You're free. You're free. You're free to dance, free to jump, free to live out the victory He has purposed for you. I'M FREE. My sins, He has cast away as far as the east is from the west. My past, He will use to reflect His glory. I AM FREE. Whenever you get bombarded spiritually, whenever you think you're this close to going back to your past, let the resounding praise of God drown out the utter lies whispered into your ears. I AM FREE. =)
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
-9:11 PM
I beseech anyone who is reading this blog to tag my board. NOW. NOW. Thank you in advance. xD
Odyssey of the Mind was amazingly fun, incredibly tiring and totally worth-it. Thank you guys (even tho they probably won't be reading it) for making this one of my best experiences ever. I enjoyed every moment spent (seriously), the serious scoldings, the moments of frayed tempers, the times of panic and the many times of fun, especially when thinking of the script. =) It's been a pleasure working with you guys. And I would gladly do it all over again with you guys.
Gearing up for prayer group multiplication. Operation "My School, my harvest" will network Christians all over RV. Various cell grp leaders have been selected (not informed). We're about to do a sweep of all the sec1 class and find any Christian we can find. We're expecting exponential multiplication. Like multiplication up to a 3-digit number. And for the first time, we're preparing for exponential multiplication. We're praying for a open floodgates over RV, and that God will not hold back on the greatest revival ever seen in RV. Revival town. That's what I want this place to be called.
And all around RV, the mountains are starting to tremble. As God's Anthem rises out through RV, let the heavens rain down and drench this barren land. =)
Saturday, March 15, 2008
-2:52 PM
I tried updating. Usually run out of time. And man has it been a hectic week. I'll start with something long overdue. Tag replies. Note to self: Tags that don't make any more sense after such a long time will not be replied. xD
Tag repliescass--Er i think i tagged you right. I can't remember because it was last yr!!
laura--Haha thanks! For all your encouragements. And bye cyrus.
shawn and LIN--HAPPY NEW YEAR! LOL. Even tho it's 3mths past the new year...
cyrus--I dont have enough time to reply everything. Sorry.
Mich friend--ELLO. i like to say a big thankyou!
Ah i give up. Sorry to does I haven't responded to. If you're offended, come to my church "Guilty" event to accept my apology! LOL.
WOW. What a March. What a holiday. It's been an amazing month. Due to not posting, if i mention all of them this post will probably not end. Firstly, prayer group was amazing. 2 hrs of non-stop prayer and worship. WOOHOO was CHAO fun. Haha I love my buzzgrp. We rock Godchasers!
But what a holiday. What a SP empowerment it has been. I came there with not much expectations, until it started. Then I started to expect something out of God, and found it return to my double-fold. I love the PT! I love the amazing race and my team! =) I love "Follow Me"! All were crazily tiring and yet fun. Especially PT. Woah.
But all the service were the most incredible. Nothing can describe my experience with God on the altar. On Day 1, i found God bringing me back to a picture of me compromising in the past. "I have never let you go, and your past I will remember no more--your past will reflect My glory." And i started to weep and weep and weep. And what God said after that is personal, yet i assure you, you cannot imagine how intimate He was. And there, as I knelt at the altar, God performed a heart operation, where my heart was broken for His. Where my life was completely transformed.
Day 2 was entirely in church. Morning service. Sorry but I'my trying not to use the normal cliches. But i just can't. It was amazing. And the vision Bro Andy saw when he prayed for me: That is something I cannot describe. To be able to receive the affirmation from God that He is using me and will use me even greater. And the night service. I can confidently say that the annointing would be one of the defining moments of my life. When P. Gary annointed me, I heard the affirmation from God that my future has already been written out. And God began to give me all His plans, and His agenda became my life's agenda. And when God's Anthem began to ring out from the leaders of IGNYTE, I sense a thundering in the spiritual realm, the sound of the vast army of God marching as one. Last year, the battlecall was sounded. This year, we stepped into line. Now, we are marching on.
"Guilty" event tomorrow. I pray for open floodgates and God begin to pour forth His rain. I pray for open hearts and a huge soul harvest. Even as I look back from now to the start of this year, I see a new beginning. Oh, but this is only the beginning. See how it springs up. =)
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
-6:19 PM
This post is dedicated to taylin. As in, not dedicated to spastic corn. I mean I'm not saying it to her, i'm just saying it because she asked me to say it. Argh. Can't even post an emo post. Ok forget i said this. This post is dedicated to taylin.I am an utter failure.Why can't you love me?Why can't you accept me for who I am?Why can't you see what I would do for you?Can't you see I would do anything for you? LOL. Actually that wasn't that bad, considering this is the first time I've tried being emo. Of course, I didn't mean anything I said. Heard that cyrus. I DIDN'T MEAN THAT. & I know I'm not a utter failure. Actually, I know I rock. Haha.Today's prayer group was a prayer walk around the school. Not a lot of people followed. But I believe every prayer made has been sealed in the name of Jesus, that we have bound and loosed in heaven will be bound and loosed in RV. We were laying hands on almost everything. The classrooms, and for me the most personal one, me and francis layed hands on every table that our friends sit that we are targetting for a salvation. And we also found a perfect place where we could meet up. Classified location. All I can say is that it's very quiet, very seldom-used, and it has air-con. Praying for a confirmation from God. Do not wanna push the limits too much. Yup, meetings are about to get a lot more powerful. Hallelujah, Our God reigns.
Monday, February 18, 2008
-7:42 PM
YAY. First post of 2008. A little late, but still. I'm posting now. Stop asking me to update.
It has been an amazing first 2 months. I have seen amazing promises coming to fulfillment in the past 2 months, and yet this is only the beginning. I sense a revival waiting to break out over RV, a revolution being sparked off. Valentine's Day was an incredible event. 2 events in one week. The first event being the prayer grp Valentine's Day Special.
Speaking of the prayer group, what God has done in just 2 mths in nothing short of incredible. The prayer grp hasn't been growing. It has been multiplying. For the past 2 mths it has multiplied by 3 times. That's more than the vision God gave me in the camp. And only for the first 2 mths. I clearly remember the first prayer grp meeting this year, where 4 of us met up for a meeting that was suppose to be 30mins but dragged on to 1.5hrs. The meeting, I belive, where the cry that God can't deny finally rose out of RV, and when He came down and began to move in there. And he hasn't stop. Every meeting has been consumed with His presence. Yes, we now have praise and worship. Led by Cyrus. Guitar played by yours truly. And each meeting, everyone can testify, God was truly bringing us to a whole new level.
Haha the Valentine's Day. skit was so funny. All the actors left, so me and francis had to act as all 3 couples. Francis makes a good girl btw. Yup, the skit was totally unprepared and impromptu. Which wasn't a problem, considering how good the actors are. Hope it was entertaining. Quite sure it was entertaining, for the wrong reasons. Basically, the skit showed many type of rejections of love. Which includes a Romeo and Juliet balcony scene. Imagine that. After the skit, I gave a short message about love. When I say short, it was suppose to be short. But I felt the annointing of God was so strong that day, I talked on for quite some time. And for a first prayer grp event, I am really proud of the people who worked with me. We had 9 non-Christians that day, and even though there were no salvations, I praise God for the victory that day. Gone are the days where the prayer grp focus on themselves, we have become an outward-looking ministry. I'm ready for more.
P.S I love you was incredible. On the day before, I confirmed that 4 ppl were coming. Wasn't prepared for 10 people to come. It was really tiring. Coach wouldn't let me off early. Now I respect my coach, really. Which is why I ignored him and left without his permission. Got scolded quite badly the next day. It was worth it. The event was incredible. Over 100 FTVs turned up for the event, with a total attendance of 504 filling up the audi. It was amazing to see how far God has taken Ignyte ministry. I had prayed hard for the salvation of one of my friend for almost a year now. and she even came for the prayer grp skit. She finally got saved. Yup, spastic corn you had no idea how hard I prayed for you so that you would go up on that day to the front.
Just 2 months had passed. And yet, God is already beginning a new thing, bringing forth an advance. Seeing what God can do in just two months, more than ever, I am desperate for more. I hold firm to the vision God had given me: That on the grounds of RV, He will build His church, and it will bring forth revival that has never been seen in RV before.